By Robin Rhyne
This has been a long, slow, steady, process. I’m attempting to articulate the entirety of the scene. I might maunder. But here goes:
I left the CofS, or as has been said, it left me, a number of years ago. Ever since it’s been a series of wins and gains. My auditor (a Class VIII) has audited me numerous times, to tremendous results. And I’ve been studying as often as possible. As often as I can remember, to would be more precise.
I’m becoming across my dynamics.
So simple, but when I start looking at articulating, couching in words, it eludes my grasp.
The basics of The Factors, The Axioms, Three Universes, ARC; all these things are not “what new people study”. That was a fallacy I bought into for so long. It’s not way up ahead on the Bridge.
It’s right here, right now, with me, in me, it is me. And I am all these things.
The end result has been my gaining through living. When I perceive that I’m not in affinity with the other two universes, I shift and expand. I’ll usually get pushback from my case. Old postulates blowing to view. Realizing that I sure made some boneheaded decisions in the past to solve old problems, and I’ve hung on to them ever since. Not unlike Smeagol in Lord of the Rings ” my precious!”. LoL.
So I’m winning, enjoying, knowing that getting in session will be better than ever, every single time.
That’s about it.
Crude, imprecise, but as close as I can get for now.
You’re doing a powerfully, wondrously important thing Lana. Thank you