RR recently completed his CCRD and Sunshine Rundown, after having been arbitrarily denied it for over two decades. His perseverance finally paid off, although he had to find standard tech outside the Church. Here is his success story after having finally achieved his goal.
I am extremely grateful to have finally been delivered a standard, strictly by the book CCRD. Chris is one of the few terminals not under the yoke of Miscavige who’s qualified and experienced in both delivering and C/Sing the CCRD. This action had been denied me for 26 years.
In the Church of Miscavige, I had originated Clear multiple times and had read on going Clear on prepared lists several times. Yet, Miscavige’s group kept coming up with “auditing pre-requisites”. In essence, he introduced “preps” for the CCRD. Ron is as clear as can be regarding what’s supposed to happen: the person originates Clear, you send them to an org that delivers the CCRD, and then you deliver the CCRD. There are no prerequisites. What there have been, on the other hand, are arbitraries; arbitraries introduced by Miscavige, then done away with as if he’d miraculously (feigning no responsibility) discovered that arbitraries existed, only to introduce new ones.
First I was told I needed to do an FPRD list before AOLA would deliver the CCRD to me. I did that and returned to AOLA. I was then told I needed to do three more FPRD lists before they could be allowed to technically deliver the CCRD to me. Ron’s bulletin about delivering the CCRD when the State of Clear was originated was acknowledged, but the reg added: “…but you could fail on the OT levels without these three lists.” When I completed the three FPRD lists (this takes years – think about 18 intensives), I was told I needed to do 150 hours minimum of Objectives. When I said I was Clear last life and had already done Objectives, I was sent away. That requirement then disappeared and was replaced with the “now you need to do the all-new, amazing Survival Rundown”. I’m so done with these people.
Chris had a challenge on his hands. No folder was available, either this life or last. The preliminary information sheets he sent to me as C/S were the most thorough examination of current case state and auditing and training history I’d ever received. He meticulously recreated what would have been available had my folders been to hand.
I really enjoyed the date/locate action, as it rehabbed the moment I went Clear. The release was a great blow down, and I knew I’d made it back to where I should be. Back to standard Scientology – you know, the stuff Ron wrote delivered as he wrote it, unaltered. I was particularly thrilled with the Sunshine Rundown. Since I’m somewhere in the non-interference zone, there is a struggle with tone, sometimes thoughts, and definitely intentions. The Sunshine Rundown had the effect of pushing all that stuff off and away, so that once again it was “just me”. I was in the simplicity of I am here, not an amalgam or alloy of some kind, just me. And even better, the “just me” was here with the emphasis on here. Not somewhere else, not floating around in the maelstrom of suppressive connections, many (all?) of which I’m responsible for putting there anyway. It was great to be “unattached” to something else, someone else. I’ve been stably exterior this entire lifetime, but the Sunshine Rundown cleaned up all the “white noise” and random things my attention was on. I loved it.
Chris did such a thorough job of clearing words and concepts, and hatting me on bulletins and doing demos that the auditing itself went very quickly. As a result, I had an extra day at the end of the trip, and chose to spend it at a museum. While there, I realized what a spectacular result Chris produced on my CCRD. I was very happy. And, that’s par for the course.
A huge thank-you goes to Chris for keeping LRH’s tech available as he wrote it.
And thanks goes to LRH for all the great tech and auditing and deciding to help us get out of the muck we dug ourselves into.